no one will ever believe that i work 16hrs!!! yes.. and i did that no. of hrs of work yest.. super right.. so now im at home not going for work.. cant tahan.. my hand pain like till i cnt leave it... cause yest the whole day i was working at the wine fair.. opening boxes( my hand was kena scratched by it and now is full of it scratches) trying to put uneven wines into the box which is only accept a normal size bottle.. which end up my hand and fingers now so painful.. my friend say i siao le.. work 16hrs.. from their moning madness to midnight sales.. haha.. i was so tired.. and actually thinking of going to faint..
and and my supervisor they are so super cute can.. they bought me a burger cause they cnt release me for 2nd break until 9pm.. then i told them that i cant eat.. cause im vegetarian.. they were oh shit.. haha.. then mohan came and take over me.. so i went for break.. nth to eat le.. the vegetarian at the foodcourt close le.. sian lor..
in fact i didnt slp 20hrs.. 4hrs traveling.. 16hrs working.. and the day before i only slp for like 6hrs? and today i only slp 7hrs.. 1more hrs=)
went out awhile and i bought my presentations blouse.. haha..
my grp for mktg ica2 nobody online.. T.T need to decide by tmr sia.. save me!!!
and i saw my family photo le... haha..
family photo..

long long long long long day.. discuss sth with yda, kinza and jiehan.. haha.. qi dai monday..=) something nice going to happen.. yeah yeah.. haha.. dont know when i can finish my work.. wiating for my holidays.. i need to relax!!!
tmr working.. sian lah.. 8am again..
oh ya.. today on the way home with jaslin+bf, charlyn and huiyu.. we talk abt lots and they say i have tons of freedom.. which i doubt so.. haha.. and charlyn.. i can rmb the no.l= of the bang van and lorry(?).. haha.. is 9928.. go buy 4-D haha..
nth to blog abt.. oh ya.. today had a "family" photo.. shall upload it.. if im qing lao lor.. haha..
always say to load photo but end up ___ haha..

YEAH!!! i finally finish doing my webap project 7 and 8 le.. =D so super happy.. haha.. but still have that dspt sia.. sian.. sian.. dotn even understand.. haiz..

yest night shld blog de.. cause not feeling well so.. haha.. yest went to play pool first with hy, jaslin and charlyn.. then shar,paul,edel,weijie,raymond etc came to join us later.. den charlyn went home after playing pool.. then went to kbox and sing!! haha.. with jaslin and huiyu only.. then cme hm eat abit then went to siyu house.. haha..
today intend to watch movie after sch then end up y dont have i oso dont know.. ltr going siyu house again.. actually is go xie tai home de.. last min change place.. mayb going to do webap or dspt bah.. marketing still no news..
i think i saw him yest or few days ago.. but mayb i saw wrongly bah.. haha..

things were as usual.. haha.. ppl say i always look at them.. and i realise it is because i always fa dai.. stare blank.. haha.. zui jin chang chang hen hui fa dai sia.. reach sch early and started to ___ when listening to xiao zhu de song.. i was like.. it is because of ___? haiz.. shall try to forget it.. haha..

today cmths quite okay.. im able to get it.. and i think that the only module i could get it right up till now lah.. tmr going out with xiuhui they all.. go singing~~~ haha.. and lewis they all going to swim.. haha.. though im not swimming but i want to play with water sia.. its been long since i
swim.. missed the water.. haha.. oh ya.. today kinza was haha.. den lewis left her with those guys.. saw them make me wan to puke..

and during our first break.. lewis as usual went to say hello to his fishes in the pond.. and we saw this fish lying on the rock.. and i told them it was dead.. they dont believe me.. and lewis still say its a sucker fish or wad de.. and i was like.. NO! its dead and stop using stick to poke it.. end up they went to find a bigger stick and push it.. and i was right.. it was dead.. i find them very cruel sia.. especially lewis!!! he said that when he was in the army wher they hit tio a bird and cause it to be in coma.. and they want to set it free, so they went to throw it up the sky.. wth.. they thinking sia.. its in coma liao.. u expect it to wake up and fly?! end up they went to 2nd level and throw it up the sky since it was not dead.. SUPER CRUEl de.. and end up it really died.. so ke lian lor.. the bird.. shldnt died.. and the last part i think i dont even want to mention it..

our class suddenly have lots of campaign, clubs, association, band and singers etc.. haha.. really had a great laugh.. hope all this will let me forget..

如何我才能真的能够把一切都忘记。。

dont know what shld i do.. wad i need to do.. and how to do..

and i find that i dont have the energy to do things.. the energy to fight back.. trying to do as many things as possible to get myself occupied so i can forget..
I wan to 失意。。who can help me?

i need to find something to support myself..

tired~

PISSED OFF!! by this XXX wt.. go die.. not going to talk to you liao.. better dont let me see u in sch.. i sure give u "nice" face de..
IDIOT!!! irritated sia..
still give me that reply.. fine.. anthing.. dont care liao..
Angry siol..

yest was really not a good night for me.. many things happen good and not good.. and today something happen and i decided not to mention it.. it affects my mood.. my bcom the topic that i will be doing will be handicaps welfare association.. i think if i didnt remember wrongly.. haha.. tmr is essit quiz and hah.. i haven really study yet.. ltr see if my tutor going to online anot.. haha..
i can be fortune teller le.. im able to predict things.. haha.. the things i predicted is cming true soon..

and and today morning i chat with huiyu sia.. haha.. talk the most today and we wore fila shirt sia.. hahaha... so you mo qi.. =D

tmr is once again.. haha.. essit and cmths day!!! =)

today wake up by phone calls and my parents asking me whether i will be going to work ltr.. i didnt had my slp of 12hrs!! T.T call c4 say i cnt go.. cause at night i have sth on.. and also help seri.. she had food poisoning sia..
den just chose my choice for the bcom ica2.. which is like in another 2wks++.. sian lah..
ltr study essit.. having quiz..
sian dao playing bejeweled end up i gt some high score.. LOL.. haha

today went to work.. yest slp only 5hrs++ nia.. T.T today super busy de.. i only went for my lunch at 3.50 where im going home at 5pm sia.. haha.. the atrium wine fair is super beautiful sia.. super nice.. too bad i work inside only.. and i saw yali and madeleine(on bus) and jiaxin(station) and i slpt on the bus again.. LOL.. so tired.. intend to slp when reach home de.. end up ate mum make the zhong zi.. =) yummy!!! haha.. the zhong zi is use charcoal to cook de wor.. traditional and super yummy.. hahah.. =D now using com.. haha..
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who the hell know what this is.. u will nvr believe.. its paper.. LOLS right.. only the lamest person will draw this kind of thing out... wahahaa.. by the time saw this.. wols le.. haha..
tmr dont think can work and i dont feel like going to work..
mon have to bring thermometer.. anyone remind me can? =)
will upload photos took yest..

whole day so boring sia.. slack at south canteen in the first break and went to lib for the 2nd break and celebrate edel belated birthday.. den marketing end early so went to sit outside the lab.. today time pass so slowly today.. today my bcom was rushing through lor.. i skip quite alot but manage to speak within the time range.. haha.. so super happy.. =) but the second ica for bcom is cming up.. msg boss regarding my sun timetable.. no reply.. tmr waking up early in the morning.. start at 8am again.. super tired sia.. how? shall try to slp early tonight.. haha.. and yah.. simon really very funny sia.. mk joke that his shirt have the choc cake de stained.. and i was trying hard not to laugh as he finds the stained.. which obviously dont have lor.. haha.. and the others joined in the joke and told him yah.. there's stain.. and he was like wher wher.. haha.. this wk nt much hmwk.. but still have lah.. hope i will be able to get everything done and over with.. i need the breaks..

and i think there's going to be sth interesting going to happen in our class.. 2pairs.. haha.. =)

yest night came bak frm siyu hse den continue doing my bcom and study abit of dspt.. den there's this one person slp infront of his com lor.. irritating.. always like that.. ask qn to him bo reply me.. i jiu guess tio he fell aslp le.. den today dspt quiz.. i think i can do bah.. haha.. must thx mk.. =) tmr 2hr break we doing sth.. haha.. cannot say now in case the person saw this.. haha.. tmr going to present sia.. 2nd one.. hope the five mins pass fast enough for me to present finish.. now at sch de mac wif jiehan, sharmaine, donald doin bcom.. jiayou.. =D

finally my bcom de outline is out.. but still more to edit.. and im going to print in sch tmr.. and just nw on the bus i oso dont know what happen.. stupid de lor.. going to siyu hse le.. cme hm.. super sian liao lor.. dont feel like going out.. ltr cme hm going to study dspt.. hope can at least pass lahh.. dont need full marks.. haha.. go le go le.. hope i can use net over ther.. =D

okok.. early in the morning wake up again.. and i like slp less than 7hrs bah.. haha.. saw ah gong when going to essit tut.. but then ah gong blind until cnt see me lor.. i still tap on his bag.. mayb his pi tai thick haha.. now in lab doing my bcom.. just now mk teach us dspt so nice hor.. haha.. ty mk!! thinking whether i shld go hm.. or just ltr straight away go si yu hse.. dont feel like going hm.. bcom bcom.. jiayou.. haha..
thank you peiyun<3 haha.. my schedule cme out le.. but den i dont like the sun schedule!!! why must start at 5-11pm? i wan morning.. then i complete and have my slp on sun night.. ask peiyun to help me le.. but then haven reply me.. if she cnt.. i shall call myself.. die die oso dont wan to work on night lah.. sian!!!!

as usual today is.. cmths and essit day!! haha.. lols.. yest wenjun korkor chat with me on msn and i just shut him up.. like abit too much hor.. think le.. shldnt have said that.. but anw.. its over.. so shall forget abt it.. my bcomms i haven start yet.. and the deadline is just a few more days.. which is thurs la.. omg~~~ today class still end at 6.. ltr class end le.. shall go mrt to top up my ezlink.. no $$$ le.. haha.. _____did not turn up.. wt..
going to sch le.. so shall post ltr bah.. mayb during lab..
having cmths quiz ltr on.. jiayou!!!! to me and everyone..=)

there's nth to blog much and im waiting for _______.. im super tired and i really need to slp.. yest i only slp for less than 7hrs.. i need my SLEEP!! oh my ohmy.. bcom presentation this fri and i haven prepare any.. plus the marketing ica.. the rest of the class have like one thick thick papers handin up.. while mine was thin thin thin.. shall try to slp early.. tmr having cmths quiz again.. sian la.. sian la.. my dspt nt done yet.. shall try to do.. dont feel like doing bcom.. i think i will do it tmr bahh.. jiayou.. must hang on.. haha..

past fews days were tired de lor.. yest morning still touch up with my marketing ica.. oh ya.. fri night went to uncle yang there.. brought my laptop with me.. of course is do marketing lor.. den the nxt day i woke up at 6am.. course need to work at 8am! there's no morning madness at all.. and and peiyun and i have to "act" cleaning the counters to show that we are doing sth.. haha.. so fake de lor.. den work until 6pm.. no bus at that time de.. dont know why.. so took 133 home.. i slept on the bus!! bt i manage to wake up just before the stop i have to alight.. wah.. so lucky.. haha.. den go home continue with my marketing.. yest night was roxanne, honeybell and lisa(i think her name is like that spell) and still have some more.. know them bt dont know their name.. it was their last day of work.. they going back to continue their studies.. so took some photos.. will upload it when i have the time.. den today morning wake up early again.. i finish my ica.. bt nt sure correct anot.. still thinking whether i shld print at home or bring it to sch to print.. have to do my acc and marketing tut.. den ltr have to take temp.. den tonight have to do my bcom ica.. have to present it on fri!! omg la.. cosmetic surgery.. JIAYOU!!! haha..

haha.. our class have one monkey.. and is a monkey.. haha.. before hair cut is one.. after hair cut even more.. haha.. okay la.. came here to blog is that meicong korkor called home just now.. wt.. was abit shocked lah.. since he so long nvr call us liao.. i rmb i know him when i was like p3? know him 10yrs have bahh? wow.. amazing sia.. like that say i know alot of ppl for going 10yrs? haha.. okay.. is he call to find jie ask we going to ft mahh.. then he ask jie to pass me the phone sia.. i was like.. omg.. haha.. den he ask me wher i work, which sch i go, what course i take etc. and ask me go ft sia... i was like haha.. gt time den say de lor.. and he mention ruiyi bro.. which i long forgotten abt him.. i was like who is this person? i like gen ft duan jue lai wang le.. haha.. see if i can make it first bahh.. bt i think i will use it on my marketing first.. haah..
btw i make the webap tutor rmb me sia.. haha.. he's a funny guy lahh.. yda say if he is younger she will go for him lor.. haha.. k lahh.. go slp le.. tmr is a long long day.. haha.. still thinking whether i shld bring laptop.. shall see..

im waiting.. waiting for what.. waiting for the sun to drop.. haha.. jking lahh.. waiting for________
=)

thank you peiyun for sending my schedule.. and its omg la.. 8am!!! i have to wake up at wad time? 5am+? si le lahh.. so long nvr work liao.. dont know forget anot.. haha.. upload some monkey on msn le.. tm is another long day.. i dont think i can finish my marketing on time sia.. omg.. i need time.. shall try to use every of my tiny little bit of time to do finish it.. jiayou!! lols.. wish me all the best.. haha

today morning raining so heavily.. jie find for me a red umbrella.. and my classmates find it fun to play with.. hah.. blog half way went to south canteen with xiuhui.. haha..when going take lift saw jie now bak in lab doin my marketing ica..shall blog ltr..=)

just now then know that my blog is ugly using IE sia.. shall think of some ways when i have time.. tmr is another long day.. omg~~~ so many quiz and etc.. shall do my best~~~ haha.. idiot.. have to work this wkend.. shld i msg her saying that sun i work half-day?

not going to siyu house anymore.. change of plan.. stay at home and complete my work!!!

still finding song to put in my blog... still considering.. wad song to put sia.. anione have any idea?

i dont know why some group of people say i stm sia.. i gt stm mehh?
and im nt _ _ _ _ _ _!!! stop calling me that... zzz.. u this _________!!! haha..
my "teacher" not going to teach me often liao.. T.T saddddd... nvm la.. need graduate mahh.. cn nt hai ren jia.. haha.. bt really dont know den ask bahh.. haha.. haiz..

one happy thing is that my sis finally decided to go take driving license le.. so super happy.. she can drive us round haha.. and meifeng ahyi(oh no.. cannot call her ahyi.. nt fair to her.. call her husband korkor while she is ahyi.. =P haha..) meifeng jiejie came our hse to pass us dvds.. intend to come in the evening de but no one at home.. so came at night.. jie went down take only.. and they started chatting.. haha.. i dont know why everybody dui wo gt yi jian sia.. i do this cannot.. do that cannot.. i fever oso gt 罪 sia.. dont know la.. went to wait outside lab.. den go home tgt.. wait super long la.. then went canteen to buy waffle and eat.. oso super long sia.. everything wait.. really hate waiting.. dont like waiting.. cmth logic i understand sia.. that means i super logic de.. hahaa.. so i say de all gt logic.. haha.. tonight and tmr afternoon shall try to finish wad i can do before sat.. =)

oops.. i like in no position to console people sia.. haha.. bt that is also concern la.. i concern people but can also dunno how to console myself hor.. hahahah

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my monkey folder all lost!!!!! wad the.. T.T la... so sad siol.. where it all gone? zzz..

everything is driving me crazy!!! omg~~~ who cn help me?????

今天好一点了！！ 哈哈。。 从现在开始用华文来blog.. =) 太久没用华文。。感觉已经把它给忘记了。。 突然觉得华文好陌生。。 this part have to use eng.. i DID call back telling them im not working de lor.. and they didnt pass the msg.. wt.. super angry can.. nxt week have to go back and work.. sian la.. hope i can finish all the work before sat.. still feeling not that good.. there's so many things waiting to be done.. and it is yet not done..
just now went to shar blog and i saw this list of this that need to be done:
marketing ica (18/05)
bcom ica (18/05)
marketing tutorial 4
accounting tutorial 3 ( microsoft excel )
accounting e-learning 1
accounting e-learning 2
accouting e-learning 3
cmaths tutorial 2
essit week 4 tutorial
bcom task 4.3
webapp tutorial topic 2.4
DSPT tutorial 1 Q4
DSPT tutorial 3
webapp practial
i saw le 差一点faint sia.. i really have so much things to complete.. wahhhhhh... T.T

Fever le.. how? 好辛苦哦。。 都无法做功课。。 怎么办？ 我会好吗？希望明天睡醒会好起来。。 救命啊！！ 为什么要在这个时候生病？！ 啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！sian..

today wake up.. everything not good..(throat and nose..) yest slp at 2am.. went to siyu ther.. learn things haha.. slpt until 12noon sia.. now having headache sia.. cnt think.. shall try hard to finish my things as possible.. feeling that i will have fever soon.. tonight no way im getting out of the house!!! got so much things to do.. shall post ltr bahh...

irritating!! i've been saying this word alot today.. nvm.. now in lab.. lols.. tonight going to siyu hse ther.. still have so much to complete.. jiayou ar!! going home after learning cmths.. guan xin one person like that say me.. i was really guan xin de ask lor.. fine.. nxt time u sick or anione sick also dont ask liao.. haha.. jking la.. i so good =)

everything is nt goin as smoothly as i plan!!

woohoo~~~ here to blog.. hahaha.. stupid sch.. just nw post de post dont have.. blog in canteen de post gone.. nvm.. called carrefour 2times.. zzz. this diana.. cannot jiao dai de.. my phone batt left that tiny little bit.. den have to lend frm ppl.. tot i gt put my charger in my bag.. dunno wher it went.. zzz... now in lab.. for webap.. i do faster den teacher lor.. so slow.. nvm... haha.. today day super long.. ltr going to 548.. learn sth new!!! haha.. so qi dai.. =)

omg~~~ first time late for lecture sia.. but only 3mins.. haha.. forgt about the time so.. =P
den went to lab.. totally dont know what i did during the 2hrs.. then it was the webap tut.. the lohkp was really very zi yan zi yu sia.. shuo hua you mo hu bu qing.. and he spent 15mins marking attendence sia.. and the rest of the time go through ans for only 2qn.. and those ans are found on the notes de lor.. wad he saying was reading of the slides.. and i rmb someone tell me he is a very gd lao shi.. wt..
ltr doing dspt again.. haha..
haven check my work schedule.. i dont feel like going to work lehh.. lots of things waiting for me to do..
PEIYUN: can help me say i cnt work this wkend? if cnt nvr mind.. i ownself tell.. =)
just now went to look at my scream shout shoo there's one person using my name sia.. wt..

yeah.. in south canteen here to blog.. haha.. with 6 of us again.. the rest went amk to eat.. first time saw that kinza sia.. was abit xia dao.. cause the joke carried abit too far.. actually went to school outside de kopitiam.. but there was no halal.. so came bak here!! saw him again.. lols.. but this time round can cfm he forget me le.. he sitting beside us de table.. wt.. ltr going to lecture.. den lab 2hrs den tut.. 4pm go home!!! yeah? haha.. going to late for lecture le.. so shall stop here..

wt.. my throat pain sia.. been like this whole day sia.. dont know why lor.. weather mehh?
morning raining lazy use umbrella.. walk in the rain.. caught flu.. whole day not feeling well..
wa.. xing ku sia..

back to blog tonight.. so happy!! everything end so early.. =) dont need to squeeze in the bus.. haha.. today was a yellow day.. lols.. i think so la.. everything yellow.. must find one day buy brown de.. dont have that.. haha.. tmr is also going to be a long day.. so early wake up.. 8am de class.. going to die soon liao.. tonight i think have to slp late again.. cause have to do dspt.. waiting for gd t'cher to online.. so i can ask.. marketing going to do this wkend.. dont feel like going to work sia.. still have bcom waiting for me to do oso.. but dont dare say lehh.. like last week mehh.. didnt go for work.. but last week one is gt tell them in advance of 2days.. mayb tmr call office see if i have to work long hrs? if really cannot must do my ica(s) i just tell them cant work bahh.. but then my pay is going to delay again.. omgg.. wah.. sian la.. 8+ liao still haven online.. sian.. surely dont need slp liao.. blog ltr again.. haha

going crazy after the dspt.. and this week im not going to work again.. THANK YOU PEIYUN!!! <3
haha.. today class end at 6pm!!! i still got like dunno how many hours?! omg!!!! later post again.. haha

today all the lesson end so early lor.. wahhh... sian.. poa end early 20mins.. ess also end so early.. went to printing shop lending jaslin the marketing notes to photocopy.. went to south canteen with yda, kinza,jiehan,hakim and lewis.. lols.. den now at lab blogging!!! =) Restaurant city can not play.. dont know why mayb ltr try again.. super slpy.. i want to slp.. mayb surf de net le.. go slp in lab.. haha.. just now a few guys came into the lab.. wad the.. one of them look like him lor.. i dont think he rmb me la.. but i also not sure is him anot.. hahah..
YANYEE!!! i received de speech day invitation this morning le.. but dont know can go anot leh.. u going? ah ru they going? my fri lesson end late lehh..

wah~~~~ thanks to a very good teacher i finally understand the number system sia... wahahah..
haha.. i think i can do the test la.. =)
but i still have qn to ask on sets sia.. so haha.. have to qing jiao again..
yest night try so hard to teach me.. yest AGAIN stay so late to ask qns.. then at the end was like dont even know wad i was typing.. half asleep liao lor.. haha.. den i start typing nosense i think.. cnt rmb wad i say sia.. so tired.. still not enough sleep.. its been a very long time since i can sleep 10hrs and more fully le.. i wan back my sleep!!! tonight try to sleep early.. tmr going to have lesson at 9am again.. sian.. still have marketing makeup lesson.. go home late again.. SQUEEZE bus.. omg!!! faint.. tot i can go and rest..
and there's one stupid person msg me again say that taking bus home liao lor.. qi si wo sia.. and still can say.. go home go take a rest first-sleep!! wt.. i have nthing to say liao..
today during first break went to take 2nd temperature then went to south canteen and eat.. with yda,kinza,lewis and jiehan.. they were like keep on cracking joke on kinza.. haha.. yahhh...
today sch was not bad.. =)
one day down.. dont know how many to go.. JIAYOU!!!

yest night weiqin called me and asked me to return her money.. lols.. i tot why she suddenly talked to me sia.. the money shld be paid by the company de lor.. wt.. is their fault that end up we have to take taxi.. now want ask to pay.. sian.. really very shortage of money sia.. pay not even here yet.. still have so many things to buy.. stupid company.. the money shld return us long long time ago de lor.. now say wad cut cost and crap de..

To: People who is guan xin about me..
i've been asked by many ppl after i posted the post.. and something is really very hard to say it out..
and my friends: im alright le.. so dont worry urh? =D
wo hui zi ji xue hui ru he jie jue de.. (lazy to change to chinese..)..

yeah.. im here to blog early in the morning.. wahhh... so pei fu zi ji can wake up so early sia.. yest did not slp early.. and the weather is so nice for me to slp..T.T finally rain sia.. but how? no choice have to do marketing.. not done with it yet.. still one more qn to go.. have no idea how to do it.. zzz.. ltr in sch have to go take temp. so ma fan.. have to walk all the way to atrium.. meeting class at 11.30.. sian.. didnt touch my marketing the ica during the past 3days.. had no idea where to start from.. ltr have to bring lots of things to sch.. though gt find some pics to attach le..
i wan my SLEEP!!!
yest try out some quiz in my facebook and i manage to know someone half.. lol.. surprised..

will post more when get to sch.. cause need to bring laptop.. so will be able to post again..

when's my pay cming?

Sian.. CHao sian...... zhen de hen sian... how?
dunno la.. chao sad de.. everything is not going smoothly..
just found out sth..
when will i kan kai?or shld say fang xia..
been on the com for the whole day.. wad i promise i did not do it.. first time..
feel like giving up sia..
today at home whole day.. din go out.. plan did not worked out..
been listening to xiao zhu song whole night.. afternoon random songs..
im tired and feeling helpless.. who can help me? im getting more and more______
helped yda darling to send her dspt.. nobody told me oso.. if not yda seek help from me.. i would have miss the dateline..
i wish i could go back to old times.. missed them very much..
crying going to help? nt anymore.. i suppose..
why am i always getting hurt?

fine i will carry on with my life and just let time pass..i will ignore everything.. wadeava that doesnt concern me..

BE STRONG!!! Everything will turn out fine.. Just let it go.. haiz....

i now very sad and angry sia..
just read finish the article on show luo being sue by a hk girl..
wth.. i hope he will be fine sia.. omg...

He will be alright de.. must believe... =)

wahh.... the weather not good sia.. so warm.. and im irritated by handful of people..

So PEOPLE listen up!!!!
dont think YOU really know ME very well.. you haven seen the other side of me.. you dont know what you messing up with.. better dont let me show you the other side of me.. cause i swear you will regret.. REGRET IT FOR LIFE!!!
i will let it go this time round.. but there's not going to be next time.. my patience is to the max.
i hack care you got seen this post or not.. what i say i will do it..
SO remember my words..

IF this post is not meant for you.. you dont have to read this.. you can hack care this cause its none of your buisness..
And if it happen that you know who this post is for kindly tell them to be careful with their WORDS..

yest lesson was long from morning 8am the speech presentation to webap tut that end at 4pm..
wanted to go out and eat with class de.. but have to go home.. okay.. the speech was okay.. so everything was fine.. as we have like 2hrs de break so half went to amk to eat their lunch.. so me,edel,yda,kinza,jiehan,raymond lewis and hakim went to south canteen to have our lunch.. den we talk lots and took some pics.. the webap t'cher was so wad lor.. still one by one check our hmwk.. see if we got done any anot.. like pri sch..

is it a good thing or not? no work=no money.. zzz.. there's goes my double pay.. make me so happy.. thanks to mr guna i wont be working for this weekend le.. call c4 in afternoon told me that guna will be there by afternoon.. call them at night he did not come.. =.= so end up just saying that i cannot work this weekend cause have to chiong my work - dspt webap marketing cmath and poa.. like got alot of things to do siol.. manage to finish my webap.. dspt halfway.. stuck.. trying to ask ppl around to help me.. then everyone recieve their pay le.. i doubt i recieved.. always give me cheque de.. so ma fan.. sian.. i feel like quitting my job liao.. so tired.. see how first la.. if really really cannot cope with my sch work.. i will quit..

oh ya.. yest night after i called c4 ruby that crazy gal and andre that____ dey called me saying wad boss called them and qn them y i didnt go for work.. wth.. den talk halfway my phone went flat and i went to charge.. den was thinking y boss called them when she nt working today.. lols.. and i called them bak and told me that they have a lot of confessions to make.. =.= i was half prank but at least i did not fall entirely.. haha.. RUBY GAN AND ANDRE CHIA you two watch out sia..

okay.. back to the good part is that i can rest.. yeah.. like too long nvr hear this word le.. going out with sis and bro.. today is our SIS and BRO DAY! tmr maybe going out with clique.. too long nvr see them liao.. quite miss them de.. but not missing ruby gan hahah..


oh ya.. ruby gan if u read this post u will see this part:
i told u le.. before u went for ur one mth leave.. i told U, HE will not be in the same class as u.. haha.. and i was right.. so believe me.. wad i say is correct de.. your those jian zhi is useless de hahah.. u dont believe we nxt time zai bet one more time..=)