things were as usual.. haha.. ppl say i always look at them.. and i realise it is because i always fa dai.. stare blank.. haha.. zui jin chang chang hen hui fa dai sia.. reach sch early and started to ___ when listening to xiao zhu de song.. i was like.. it is because of ___? haiz.. shall try to forget it.. haha..

today cmths quite okay.. im able to get it.. and i think that the only module i could get it right up till now lah.. tmr going out with xiuhui they all.. go singing~~~ haha.. and lewis they all going to swim.. haha.. though im not swimming but i want to play with water sia.. its been long since i
swim.. missed the water.. haha.. oh ya.. today kinza was haha.. den lewis left her with those guys.. saw them make me wan to puke..

and during our first break.. lewis as usual went to say hello to his fishes in the pond.. and we saw this fish lying on the rock.. and i told them it was dead.. they dont believe me.. and lewis still say its a sucker fish or wad de.. and i was like.. NO! its dead and stop using stick to poke it.. end up they went to find a bigger stick and push it.. and i was right.. it was dead.. i find them very cruel sia.. especially lewis!!! he said that when he was in the army wher they hit tio a bird and cause it to be in coma.. and they want to set it free, so they went to throw it up the sky.. wth.. they thinking sia.. its in coma liao.. u expect it to wake up and fly?! end up they went to 2nd level and throw it up the sky since it was not dead.. SUPER CRUEl de.. and end up it really died.. so ke lian lor.. the bird.. shldnt died.. and the last part i think i dont even want to mention it..

our class suddenly have lots of campaign, clubs, association, band and singers etc.. haha.. really had a great laugh.. hope all this will let me forget..

如何我才能真的能够把一切都忘记。。

dont know what shld i do.. wad i need to do.. and how to do..

and i find that i dont have the energy to do things.. the energy to fight back.. trying to do as many things as possible to get myself occupied so i can forget..
I wan to 失意。。who can help me?

i need to find something to support myself..

tired~